Violy

(slightly edited)

For Violy

Who inspired and showed me love.....



Nov. 2, 2003

I am wondering why does my girlfriend loves me so much while I look at myself ugly and skinny. You know it feels great when someone loves you, someone cares for you, someone misses you, but for instance you should love them in return, but actually I love Violy very much, and I dont know why....

It all started when we became classmates in third year high school,at first she was cool,she was the girl who hits anyone,like punching,spanking anyone, she was unique, then later we became classmates in our English Class, I told myself I have to be ready all the time she might hit me with out any reason, and yes it did happened I forgot what was the reason why she hit me, but it really turned me on by the way she apologizes, she is very gentle in telling me that she was sorry.

And there goes our friendship,we used to talk about anything, and it turned my bright lights off when I found out she is already taken, and I kept telling myself how could I fall in love to a girl who is already taken....

As days passed by, as my hidden feelings for her was still alive, she told me that she broke up with her Boyfriend, she wanted freedom, she wants to be single and happy. I thought it was my chance to tell her how I feel but the way she enjoys of liberty stopped me on telling how I feel for her..but in those moments we became close friends, until my feelings for her was going to burst..I could not stop it,so I started texting her abbreviations of I Love You, like 143 or ILY..hahahha.(corny), for her it was just nothing, but it was great challenge or risk for me. I was planning to tell her "I love you" in front of her but I kept on looking at the mirror and damn im so not deserving trying hard boy telling her i love her, and i thought maybe it can ruin our friendship, its just so hard for me..

I used to think about her all the time, we used to text every night, she was the last person I can think of before going to sleep and the first one after waking up..I admit I was crazy about her. (damn)...there was a time she called me up and crying because there was commotion between her father and uncle, she was crying very painfully that I even cried a tear as well for over worrying about her.


Il be posting next page next time.Thanks....

It looks like its going to be Laker-Celtic Rivalry this `10

After sweeping Utah Jazz, LA Lakers is on the verge of offensive artillery again against thirsty Phoenix Suns, Kobe scored 40 in Game 1, and had an amazing Game 2 show.

Boston Celtics is also celebrating a tea party after winning 2 shows at Disney Orlando this Eastern Conference Finals,Rondo proving to veteran teammates that he can handle the court after being called The Court General..

Its going to be a big blow out if both teams will succeed, and its pay back time for Lakers after losing to Celtics last 08 finals...

Its been the talk of the town about Boston`s Health condition of Veteran players, and also the aging factor of Kobe in Lakers, those factors might affect their performances, but as far as the Playoffs concerns not all of those reasons are pulling them down....

Super Band: Franco

I first saw them in Pulp Mag last year around October I think...
I was amazed by their line up, and thought that this should be the band that we should watch out for...I immediately searched them through youtube..and found out that Front man Franco Reyes have already recorded their songs in his previous bands namely INYO and Frank! in US....

Their single "Castaway" surely struck me out...i had a hard time searching for their songs on line, fortunately one day my friend from Cebu saw me playing guitar and asked what songs do i dig..i told him i listen to rock,alternative, and the like..and i also dig OPM like urban dub and lately Franco...and he interrupted me when I mentioned Franco, He told me he currently saved Franco songs in his mobile, thats how I got Franco in my CP...to my PC...actually those were INYO recorded songs...their album was released late December 09 i think..but I already knew their tracks 2 months ahead....cool

What can i say its totally great music,aggressive lyrics+ amazing riffs= FRANCO


They are composed of John Mendoza of Udub(Drums),Buwi Meneses of PNE(Bass), Franco Reyes(Man in Front, Guitars), Gabby Alipe of Udub (Guitars/Vocals),Eight Toleran of Kesong Puti (Guitars)





Franco Reyes arranged and composed all of their tracks.
A Genius. A Cebuano. A Filipino.

The King got fooled by Leprechauns...

LeBron James "The King" "The MVP" was speechless after losing to Celtics in Game 6 2nd round eastern division..

What happened to Cavaliers?...They were the crowd favorite since the beginning of 2009-2010 Season..Cavs always starts strong and does not finish aggressively....

They got swept by Spurs in their ever trip to NBA finals last 07-08 season
They only won a game against Orlando Magic last Eastern Conf finals last year

And now after acquiring Shaq in preparation for Dwight Howard, also having Antawn Jamison and Jamario Moon from trade, and bringing back Big Z

They still failed to win a championship and did not even entered Eastern Conference Finals...

I believe they need to change their Head Coach Mike Brown....its pretty obvious Coach Doc Rivers know how to plot defense for The King..but still most of the plays of Cleveland was designed for Lebron James, Thats why Lebron cannot execute plays well...Great defense always results to Great offense....

On the other hand, after defeating the top seeded team of the Season Boston Celtics suddenly emerges as a grievous threat from other remaining teams.Celts is veteran team spearheaded by Paul Pierce,Big ticket Kevin Garnett,Ray "smooth" Allen,Sheed "Mighty Mouse" Wallace and Young Court General Rajon Rondo...



Better Luck next season LeBron "The King" James, Kobe "Black Mamba" Bryant was not able to win The MVP award of the season but He will be the back2back MVP in NBA Championship for sure.

Will the Suns dry out the Lakers?

Great Western Conference match up...both teams had struggled first round and managed an easy 2nd round win against their foes.

Can Derek Fisher catch up with Stevie`s speed?...Will Jason Richardson and Grant Hill get annoyed with Ron Artest`s outstanding defense? ....Is Amare going breath fresh air against Bynum and Pau`s towering D?...


Is Kobe going to deliver another-MVP like performance this Western Conference Championship?



The answer will be on May 17, 2010 at Staples Center...

Its really hard to say Goodbye....

To those who did not made this elections,to Spurs,Hawks and Jazz who were blown away,its hard to bid goodbye especially when you gave it all,when you have done everything to reach your goal...


All of us do experience farewells, its just a matter of acceptance, you just have to think that everything happens for a reason...however that is the hardest part.it may take a long time to overcome those pains.

I believe there is always a rainbow after the rain. believe me there is..


Get up and Cheer up,always look at the brighter side of life...
I admit I almost gave up, when we parted ways, I had my ill thoughts of ending it all, it was very dark, luckily I got my Family and Friends to back me up...but still it was not enough to fill me in....it took me months of standing up...I prayed, hoping that one day i`l woke up and forget her. it was tough, it did not came very soon....

But still my faith is still strong, still hoping and praying...
I just realized that day already came when I turn myself to God.

always turn to God, He does not turn His back on us....

(have i moved on?)
Sorry I had to cut this short...hectic...till next time folks...

One Eyed Captain Nash seals the deal against the Spurs

It was indeed a clean sweep by the Suns against the Spurs.Steve Nash accidentally hit his right eye colliding with Tim Duncans elbow in the late Third Quarter..

what happened?....

Yes thats the question!!!!....I guess its pretty clear now..she doesn't love me anymore and she loves someone else..and it hurts...does it?..yes it really does..its like AWWW..like an arrow stabbing your anterior chest piercing your heart behind...and you feel like crying, but your controlling it leaving your esophagus,larynx congested...

I was stunned by the first time I saw her back in high school. She was not an apple of everyones eye,she may be considered as one of the boys, boyish type,masculine voice,punches and slapping anyone she wants...shes just like an ordinary girl but I knew theres something special about her..

Il be posting some of my experiences about my love life here in my blog if im in the mood,or if i have time...

Well if your interested you can visit my blog from time to time,you can post some comments and questions.......

playoffs

One of the most awaited moment of BBall fans of the year, NBA playoffs....even though we are Filipinos there is always at least one team in the NBA we cheer for..well obviously i am a Laker Fan. Black Mamba 24,DFish 2,L.O. 7, Bynum 17, Ronron 37.Pau 16.


Its a good thing LA won the first round against OK Thunder.hahahaha...but it was great round though... Durant and his troops were tough.they almost forced Game 7...well deserved season and playoff berth for the OKC but what can I say better luck next season...

Next on the list...UTAH Jazz...it will be an exciting round since Mr.JSlo (Hall of Famer) will be facing coach P.Jack again..