Its been a roller coaster week for me, first...i`ve been suffering from flu and persistent cough...i stopped smoking for about 3 days, yes 3 days, awesome right?its because i cant breathe...and now im finally back to normal...and this is so not right.but il definitely try to taper off, like what most Doctors advised..smoke smoke smoke
And speaking of Her..yeah Her...why do i find it so hard to smile back at her...and i feel like that there`s already a gap between her and me...i dunno, maybe its only me feeling this way.I cant even talk to her straight or what...the inferiority complex always takes place. I feel like she`s not gonna take me seriously after all. How can be so sure?how pessimist i am... but i guess im already contented seeing her almost everyday, even if i don`t get to talk to her just her mere presence would definitely make my day.
Am I that desperate?...no im not, I finally have decided not to court her..why?... I have not fixed myself yet.Im under construction....i feel like there are a lot obstacles waiting for me, i should prove myself that i can handle everything and of with His help of course.
Its not that I dont like her anymore, nothing has changed of the way I feel for Her I guess, but I have to stop and think of myself first before venturing others lives...She is still the same pretty, charming and getting beautiful everyday...
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