I usually talk shit when im drunk. I dont want to be in that state anymore. I thought I sound annoying,very annoying when im drunk, I thought I have been sober since I lost my appetite on drinking booze lately, but after few drinks I got back on track, and even worser, I fell asleep at my friends house and everyone left, leaving me drooling on sofa. Its so humiliating and I`ll never ever do that again. I guess I was just too excited at that time that I drank like theres no tomorrow, I should controlled myself, but everything is too late, and it leaves my a laughing stack when I get back to work, and I hated that, they are never going to forget that, I really regret that shit... But oh well, this is me, being single, being not yet ready for any big responsibilities in life. I felt like I took the wrong path, I could have been better right now, I cant blame anyone but me, this is so stressful, it really kills me. talkin` about the big D!
I dont want to talk to anybody right now, I really lost track....
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