Lakers still

I forgot to blog about my favorite team these days!It`s playoff time!What`s not to love about NBA?Currently its 2nd round and Lakers are already 2 games to none against the mighty OKC Thunder, It has been a speculation that Lakers wont win this series, There are a lot of factors, we cannot argue about Durant and Westbrook`s talent, Those two guys have been monstrous all through out the season, Aside from Durant winning the scoring champ this season, I guess he has the best sidekick in the league, Meanwhile in L.A. Kobe and the rest of the gang are trying to figure out how to stay with OKC`s fast pace game, Lakers are the older team, experienced, and has length against OKC, The keys are the big men, it`s pretty obvious Kobe and the guards cant keep up with quick transition, Kobe already admitted that, but it`s not about quickness and agility, its all about strategy, From the start of the season Mike Brown was acquired for Defensive purposes, but from what I have observed from the past few games or even in the entire series Lakers were not that strong from defense, and It`s not every game that Kobe can put his A game, The superstar is not getting any younger you know, but when it comes to crucial ending, we can never agrue, Kobe is the man. I hope Lakers will put on a show tonight by at least grabbing a game in the series, this will bring back their momentum and could possibly ignite Bynum`s offensive and defensive skills, I know Pau have been working hard guarding the post, Bynum on the other hand is still finding some ways on how to create space below the basket.

Go Lakers!Lakers still,

zero balance

When should I learn?I guess i`m stuck right now, Everybody knows I`m capable of something more than I deserve, Last year was an OKAY year for me, I landed a job which I find it so easy,no pressure, no hassle,no shit everyday. All my life everything was just so easy, I have been planning to resign and should venture back to what I`m supposed to be working, at The Hospital, It`s really true you`ll forget what your life was when you`re earning some shit.

What should I do right now? Its like everyone I know have stepped up with their lives, I dont want to be like this all my life, and I got nothing to blame but myself.

This is so depressing.but I can do this, I have to quit my current job, learn to sacrifice, learn to control temptations, quit smoking, taper off from booze, spend more time at home helping my folks and spend more time with God.

On every occasion

I find it so awkward texting her other stuffs (which she ignores by the way)..So I try to send her greetings on every occasion, like mothers day and all that, and all I got is just a nod or a simple recognition, well it`s ok, at least she replied often times, I wanted to have longer conversation, but what can I do? I`m not that expert on extending topics or what, especially when I knew that may not be interested.

Up to now I really dont know why I kept on checking on Her, I admit I am a stalker, I always view her pictures,activites,comments on facebook, Luckily no one was ever linked to Her,not that I know of, but anyways I`d be happy if She will ever have a Boyfriend,at least I will know She wanted to be in a relationship, and I might have a slight chance after.

I really dont know Her that much, we are not that close but there is something in me that pulls me towards her...10 months and counting and it`s still her.damn!

Just a Feeling Part 2

After browsing my blogs for the past few months I realized I have been blabbing about this Girl most of the time, and my blog is for personal use only, sort of an online diary for me, Having a diary in olden days was precious,it`s such a price possession that one can keep for a lifetime, but I`m not sure in these modern days,back in grade school Diaries are for girls, I enjoyed blogging since I can store memories which I can visit anytime I want. if see what I mean. and I have mention that the purpose of my blog is to post whatever I want, Mostly about the Girls that made my heart beat. So far there are two of them.

just a feeling

After all it was just a feeling, but it sucks...especially that you were not able to show it to someone. When I`m drunk I have been thinking that I should tell straight of what I feel for her if I have a chance, there are gazillion ways for me to tell her but I dont have the balls though. It always been a coward move from my part texting her,sending her sweet quotes through sms. I have a feeling that she really doesnt like me, she even might hate me though, I`ve been showing not good things when I was under supervision, I never realized I`ll fell for her at that time. She was not that pretty, and people tend to treat her as a funny person, outgoing,approachable, and stuffs like that. I wanted to tell her that if she wanted to be in a state of what they call "Love", I`ll be ready for her, I`ll court her in any way I can, sounds like a desperate move for me. I wonder if she ever knew that im this crazy about her.

grateful

Nothing else can explain what I have been through all these years, but to be grateful everyday. I think everyone should be thankful despite of the odds, life is sweet,challenging and rewarding.

forgot to blog

I missed bloggin` these past few days and it`s been a helluva summer, temperature is so high these days, We went to beach last week of March and I got my worst sun burn ever, I suffered for days,