just a feeling

After all it was just a feeling, but it sucks...especially that you were not able to show it to someone. When I`m drunk I have been thinking that I should tell straight of what I feel for her if I have a chance, there are gazillion ways for me to tell her but I dont have the balls though. It always been a coward move from my part texting her,sending her sweet quotes through sms. I have a feeling that she really doesnt like me, she even might hate me though, I`ve been showing not good things when I was under supervision, I never realized I`ll fell for her at that time. She was not that pretty, and people tend to treat her as a funny person, outgoing,approachable, and stuffs like that. I wanted to tell her that if she wanted to be in a state of what they call "Love", I`ll be ready for her, I`ll court her in any way I can, sounds like a desperate move for me. I wonder if she ever knew that im this crazy about her.