Monday, September 10, 2012

She`s!

I never ever ever ever really thought that someone would love me like this , I mean I`ve been empty for the past few years and been wondering if someone might ever love me like my ex do..before..I was half crazy with someone since last year thinking if I might have a chance on her, but there is something inside me that pulls me away that I can even make a move on her. and I was just in my ninja technique, dodging her whenever we cross paths, staring at her 20 feet away hoping she is not looking back. and at that moment I was contented, but though I feel like what I was feeling is no longer normal as others might think. I`ve been planning to make a move on her, like asking her again to watch for a movie or so, but it never happen. I`m like a loser, errr I just dont want to risk.

Until a little girl came, asking for a candy, nah just kidding..Until a little girl came, told me She likes me, and my world stopped for a minute and made me think..Hey,this girl is so unique and very funny and would like a guy like me. I was not really expecting for something big or something that can make my life change, but fortunately it did, She was incomparable, She somehow made my life very very rainbowish....
well at first I admit I was very hesitant, for one for me  She is very young and a lot of guys are chasing after her, She is every guys dream girl I guess.. and I was never really planning to have a very young girlfriend since I was traumatized with my last relationship that I was dumped over an older guy... but days were passing by that I felt magic when I woke up, I felt something very special about her, that I just wanted to be with her always err I just want her to be around, I was very very fortunate that She was texting me very often compared to other guys who beep her which She ignores more often....maybe its because she liked me first, I was overwhelmed of the series of events, I realize She was really serious about it and would remind not to do bad things like alcohol and other stuffs, I was touched and felt really awkward after.