reality

It`s another boring day, but actually life is not boring, there are a million things to do, it`s just that our lazy hormones always shoots up, especially when you`re hooked up with the internet. There are times that I go crazy with music, its like I want to hear the same track over and over again, I remember back when FM radio was a rad thing, you really need to tune to the same station the whole day just to hear your favorite song, mostly if the song is so popular you get to hear it at least 3-4 times a day, It was just Jamie 102.3 and Killer 106.3 who made my day complete, you got to memorize your favorite DJ`s, and shows, For me that was the time music was really appreciated since you have to spend some time just to hear something your ears are wanting, and if you`re lucky you can buy a tape worth 120 php at oddessey or radio city... Music is not that hard nowadays, it`s just easy as 123.....

2013

2012 flies so fast. I can still remember the feeling about my expectations for that year, It was indeed a roller coaster year, I was empty at that time, I really have no direction, It was just work,drink beer, work, I have plans on quitting since I feel it`s unhealthy anymore, It was very draining and stressful, I thought to myself that 2012 will be a positive year for me, though the truth is I am hurting inside, I`m stuck in a job where for me I can`t make a living, and it was all good time and nothing else, I waited for a sign, It never came, I told myself I need to enjoy I need to be productive I need to make myself worth, So I really waited, until SHE came, She came to the rescue, She showed me how worthy I am, She silently appreciated who I am, She liked me for who I am despite of whatever.
And that time on another chapter of hope opened for me..